What is The Role of Death In Life

Death, serves as a reckoning, a countdown for me. How much time i still have until i achieve all the things i want to in life. It's not scary for me to die, death is merely a experience for me. It's something i even kind of get wierdly excited while anxious just by thinking about dying. Does it hurt? alot? or is it a sweet pain that just numbs you and you don't feel anything. It also serves as a answer for all the things that we wonder in life. The big question in the world since the beginning of mankind is the question of what happens after we die? Religion splits on these views, people write countless things and legends all base on this idea. I want to know if all these things that we imagine and predict are true. Do we really go to heaven? Is there really a final judgment and which God is real? Is Jesus real or is Osiris real. You see, all these ideas of which one is the real God are all societal pressure. Who would have though that we have a man name jesus during the Greek Classical Era, they would have called it Blasphemy. Now, if we say we worship the old gods, people laugh or say they are just myths. You know, jesus might be a myth too.